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· I’m pretty damn close to graduation and well I’m excited. · I need to download my pictures from FL. · I also need to pay $48.00 for going to whack ass Universal Studios. Yeah I said whack. · Sucks to be me right? Yeah. · But hey I’m still graduating right? · Yeah, excited. My girlfriend isn’t though. · I might just break up with her, wonder how she’ll take it. · She’s my heart, but it’s hurting me to leave her, waiting for me. · She deserves more.
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[Jun1206] |

PURE SEXINESS, thought I needed to post this
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[Mar0606] |
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I've lived life, and didn't even appreciate it. Then it's stupid that I expect that for people to treat me otherwise. I mean honestly, I can go through a day and my grandmom acts as though my existence is unnessecary. Sometimes, I dont even disagree, then I just feel this perpetual state of loniliness day in and day out. I hate it. I want some purpose, some calling, some obligation. I'm sure I'll get the feedback of "You've Got Too Much Time, on your hands" or "This is just a phase". But the Rejection, Neglection, and anything else that ends with -tion hurts, like hell. There's so many doctrines going around, ones telling me that my every thoughts DONT AGREE with this, others that tell me that being the way I am is against nature. (the homosexaulity), and I don't understand. I've tried so hard to be optomistic and love life. But for right now, I need to chill.
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